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I'm not sure what it is. On my going away party, I said that I'd miss my friends, but I wouldn't miss St. Louis. I think, honestly, that's the case because I'm looking through Facebook at peeps I know and thinking, "I wish I could hang out with these people tonight." Brent and Val are away camping, and I didn't go, which I don't really regret since I'd of had to borrow camping equipment from people I hardly know. Val's brother and sister-in-law are really nice, but I don't want to start borrowing their sleeping gear unless I'm abandoned in the woods anyhow. >_>
So, I'm feeling a little nostalgic, I guess? There arn't any times I'm particularly yearning for, just chatting face to face. I feel a little weird e-mailing people these days because it went so badly before I left and I ended up feeling kind of embarrassed about the whole thing.
I also found out that the business I worked for is starting to kind of fall apart at the seams. I don't know if they'll be able to keep it together, but if it wern't for the fact that I liked my co-workers when I was there, I'd be rooting for it to go under as an object lesson to bad business plans everywhere.
So, I'm just going to do some writing, maybe have a drink, do dishes and work on Exalted NPCs. I don't know if I'm really going to get to run this game anytime soon, but it never hurt to have a stock of NPCs anyhow. Thinking about starting a wiki to keep track of the game should it get sprawling.
I've decided pretty firmly now that I'm here, and the anxiety of leaving is past, that I want to stay and get situated in the city. I like the area and the ambiance, but I'm still kind of looking for a job. I wanted 3 options before the week was up and got nothing this time. I might apply to the coffee shops and book stores, though. Mostly I've been looking for office work. There's a chance, also, that the temp place well get in touch on Monday.
So, I'm feeling a little nostalgic, I guess? There arn't any times I'm particularly yearning for, just chatting face to face. I feel a little weird e-mailing people these days because it went so badly before I left and I ended up feeling kind of embarrassed about the whole thing.
I also found out that the business I worked for is starting to kind of fall apart at the seams. I don't know if they'll be able to keep it together, but if it wern't for the fact that I liked my co-workers when I was there, I'd be rooting for it to go under as an object lesson to bad business plans everywhere.
So, I'm just going to do some writing, maybe have a drink, do dishes and work on Exalted NPCs. I don't know if I'm really going to get to run this game anytime soon, but it never hurt to have a stock of NPCs anyhow. Thinking about starting a wiki to keep track of the game should it get sprawling.
I've decided pretty firmly now that I'm here, and the anxiety of leaving is past, that I want to stay and get situated in the city. I like the area and the ambiance, but I'm still kind of looking for a job. I wanted 3 options before the week was up and got nothing this time. I might apply to the coffee shops and book stores, though. Mostly I've been looking for office work. There's a chance, also, that the temp place well get in touch on Monday.
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