A Little Irritated

Today is the first day at work I've really been irritated at the results of the the shift. Many of my calls have been kind of odd lately, and some callers get kind of irritated when you need to redirect them. I'm usually pretty unflappable in a work environment, but most users have been so nice, I was genuinely surprised when a few were antagonistic, if not directly so, and one of the staff members I send more complicated or longer were to acted caustically. The only thing I really have to say for myself is that I'm acting in good faith at work, so even when I screw up or arn't really good at what I'm doing, I'm genuinely attempting to do my job in a friendly and conscientious way. I also know that I'm fairly absent-minded. I'm never going to be amazing at jobs like this. I might not even ever be very good. I've got a lot of the basic know-how and I'm friendly and willing to work, so I'll be decent and that's about what it takes I guess. Sometimes I think about where my life is heading and what I'm worth.

There is actually more, and more interesting things on my mind, but I don't really feel like getting into it. It isn't depressing or anything, it's just complicated and I don't feel up to typing it out right now.