Frankly, I'm still pretty pissy, but I'm in a better mood from last night. My first impulse when I got back from the game was to freak out and try to accomplish something, which is a huge indicator of depression from me. Instead, I manged to take it easy, have some tea, and relax. I played video games and when my attention span got to short, went and did some light cleaning and sorting until my neurosis calmed down.
There's a lot on my mind right now, and instead of flailing, I'm trying to focus and knock things out one at a time. Amusingly enough, things like running gaming sessions take up an equal priority to things like financial matters when I unconsciously rate how I need to spend my time, so putting Exalted on a real temporary hiatus does a lot of good in terms of my mental status. One less thing to worry about. Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a nervous wreck, but I guess I do my best to manage.
Looking forward to this time next month. Warmer weather and calmer conditions.
Super-bonus edit: Yesss, computer virus free. Blow me, virtumonde.
There's a lot on my mind right now, and instead of flailing, I'm trying to focus and knock things out one at a time. Amusingly enough, things like running gaming sessions take up an equal priority to things like financial matters when I unconsciously rate how I need to spend my time, so putting Exalted on a real temporary hiatus does a lot of good in terms of my mental status. One less thing to worry about. Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a nervous wreck, but I guess I do my best to manage.
Looking forward to this time next month. Warmer weather and calmer conditions.
Super-bonus edit: Yesss, computer virus free. Blow me, virtumonde.
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