It is too big and there is nothing I can do and I am slowly drowning.

If you are offended by depressed rants, or they trigger the same thoughts in you, or are perhaps having a good day, and the sun is shining, and you are at home drinking coffee or petting your cat or eating breakfast or anything else that is pleasant, you may not want to read this. You may not want to read it at all. There's really no reason to and I am not holding your feet to the fire on it. But I am saying it, and I am saying it here, and I am saying it relatively frequently and if you feel the same way I do about the ominous, strangling way the world works, at least you are not alone.

But if not, if you gain nothing from this kind of thing, this may not be for you. That's all I'm saying.


( It's under a cut. Don't feel obligated. )

anyone.