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[atolnon]

I felt the impulse to clean today but besides dishes, mostly held off because I know I'll end up re-doing some of it tomorrow anyhow. Today was ok, but strangely out of synch for me all day. Strange dreams again, a morning snow melted by noon, and I went to backup more journal entries. While doing so, I ended up transfixed and strangely yearning not only to be somewhere else, but somewhere else at a different time.

I wanted it to be summer. Jasmine oil burning in a glass dish while I surf the web on my laptop at Vi's old place with the windows open to let in the night breeze or morning at my dads, with his old beat up copy of Lord of the Rings and a cup of coffee, the smell of air conditioner freon and a mild irritation about it being on too high. Sitting underneath the tree in my back yard.

Why did that come back to me?

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[atolnon.livejournal.com]

I really like the smell of jasmine. I'm thinking of getting a tiny oil burner or some candles.