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Never mind that I was actually pretty happy with yesterdays entry. I think that sandwich could go a couple of different ways. Brent suggested roast beef instead of ham and horseradish instead of pepper sauce. I feel that's a good sandwich, but totally changes the dynamic of the meal. I could compromise and go with pastrami, though.
Anyhow. I sporadically compile old journal entries. My goal is to compile maybe a month or two every day. It'll still take forever. I've been journalling for quite a while now, and I have two seperate journals I update pretty often. I compiled my old, whiny LJ (and haven't gotten to my new whiny LJ), and right now I'm on summer of 2006 in my xanga. I've reached right about to the point where I started working at Wal-Mart, and if you want my honest opinion, there's the beginning of the end until about now. It surprises me to thing that really, it was a slow descent starting in the middle of 2006, which really indicates that there's about two years of real shittiness. In contrast, things have been working out ok for me for about the last 6 months, but really only hit a comfortable stride several months ago. That's an odd perspective for me.
Around 2006, I recognize a certain tone in my voice that's a little depressed, but mostly similar to how I feel about now. I'm in a much better position right here, and I'm a lot healthier, but the general tone is pretty similar. I know that there's going to be a certain period where I will be watching myself decay, and I think that's going to be an interesting experience. There's no use, I feel, in cheating. I really want to kind of read in order, and I wonder what my take on it will be. When I started this LJ, it was in the middle of an unhealthy period, and the xanga pre-dates that by a significant margin, so what I'm actually going to be doing is reading all the way up until this point, and then go back to the beginning of this LJ and actually look at it again, because that's the quickest way to compile.
So, all the people that got to hear about it as it happened, you got the first look. For me, this is in many ways, the first time I'll really be looking at it. I hardly remember it at all, but I remember reading the saved entries from 2003 on my old LJ account, and I imagine my neurosis are going to be startlingly similar.
This probably wasn't that interesting to you, but it was on my mind tonight. It's pretty interesting to me, sitting here happy and comfortable tonight. On another note, I don't really feel like work tomorrow. There have been technical difficulties that are frustrating, and today was tough. Hopefully, Wednesday is going to be a good one, though. I've got nothing to back that up, though. ^ ^;
Anyhow. I sporadically compile old journal entries. My goal is to compile maybe a month or two every day. It'll still take forever. I've been journalling for quite a while now, and I have two seperate journals I update pretty often. I compiled my old, whiny LJ (and haven't gotten to my new whiny LJ), and right now I'm on summer of 2006 in my xanga. I've reached right about to the point where I started working at Wal-Mart, and if you want my honest opinion, there's the beginning of the end until about now. It surprises me to thing that really, it was a slow descent starting in the middle of 2006, which really indicates that there's about two years of real shittiness. In contrast, things have been working out ok for me for about the last 6 months, but really only hit a comfortable stride several months ago. That's an odd perspective for me.
Around 2006, I recognize a certain tone in my voice that's a little depressed, but mostly similar to how I feel about now. I'm in a much better position right here, and I'm a lot healthier, but the general tone is pretty similar. I know that there's going to be a certain period where I will be watching myself decay, and I think that's going to be an interesting experience. There's no use, I feel, in cheating. I really want to kind of read in order, and I wonder what my take on it will be. When I started this LJ, it was in the middle of an unhealthy period, and the xanga pre-dates that by a significant margin, so what I'm actually going to be doing is reading all the way up until this point, and then go back to the beginning of this LJ and actually look at it again, because that's the quickest way to compile.
So, all the people that got to hear about it as it happened, you got the first look. For me, this is in many ways, the first time I'll really be looking at it. I hardly remember it at all, but I remember reading the saved entries from 2003 on my old LJ account, and I imagine my neurosis are going to be startlingly similar.
This probably wasn't that interesting to you, but it was on my mind tonight. It's pretty interesting to me, sitting here happy and comfortable tonight. On another note, I don't really feel like work tomorrow. There have been technical difficulties that are frustrating, and today was tough. Hopefully, Wednesday is going to be a good one, though. I've got nothing to back that up, though. ^ ^;
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