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I'm sure my entries have been dull lately. I haven't really been up to anything in particular. I mean, it's not like I had a bad weekened, because I didn't. I ran kind of a lame Exalted game and the group went out and grabbed dinner, and then some Rock Band was played. On Sunday, the game I was going to play got moved again, so I ended up riding along to Costco to grab things that I was either nearly or totally out of.
I'm looking at you, coffee.
And it seems kind of lame to get excited about picking up coffee and buying shampoo, but there you go. I've got my reasons (besides not having these things previous), and they mostly revolve around feeling comfortable and at home. There are a lot of times when I'm just sitting around or whatever, and find myself thinking of my move as a temporary thing, that I almost expect to send myself back after a year is up here. I suspect that's kind of a coping mechanism for when I feel homesick, kind of like I got nervous about leaving and told myself it was easy to just label it a vacation or break, and that I could come back any time I needed to.
Which remains true, in that I can return. It's pretty clearly not a vacation, I guess.
I was thinking, not too long ago, that I still haven't really taken my sleep schedule for granted. First, I guess, it can be changed at almost any time, but really I'm just still glad that I get kind of tired in the evening and can just go to bed whenever I feel like it. Working at Cal Johnsons wasn't the only time I've had trouble sleeping, or anything, it was just the worst time for it. I have a history of sleep trouble streching back to high school, so this is basically a long period of time when I've felt pretty well rested, and that's really nice.
It's still early, though, and I haven't had coffee yet, so I'm still pretty tired. >_> I can't just get some, because my badge still doesn't let me in.
I'm looking at you, coffee.
And it seems kind of lame to get excited about picking up coffee and buying shampoo, but there you go. I've got my reasons (besides not having these things previous), and they mostly revolve around feeling comfortable and at home. There are a lot of times when I'm just sitting around or whatever, and find myself thinking of my move as a temporary thing, that I almost expect to send myself back after a year is up here. I suspect that's kind of a coping mechanism for when I feel homesick, kind of like I got nervous about leaving and told myself it was easy to just label it a vacation or break, and that I could come back any time I needed to.
Which remains true, in that I can return. It's pretty clearly not a vacation, I guess.
I was thinking, not too long ago, that I still haven't really taken my sleep schedule for granted. First, I guess, it can be changed at almost any time, but really I'm just still glad that I get kind of tired in the evening and can just go to bed whenever I feel like it. Working at Cal Johnsons wasn't the only time I've had trouble sleeping, or anything, it was just the worst time for it. I have a history of sleep trouble streching back to high school, so this is basically a long period of time when I've felt pretty well rested, and that's really nice.
It's still early, though, and I haven't had coffee yet, so I'm still pretty tired. >_> I can't just get some, because my badge still doesn't let me in.
